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Well, it is another day..another boring day with work and stress...
Felt extremely sleepy this morning..= = i wondered would i ever fall on the ground while walking to work lol..The ans is no...i come to manage my sleepiness o well...it is always like that ..i always come to work with my physical body and my mind is still in my warm bed lol....creepy..
I just read over my live journal and i find it boring!!!!!!! yea B.O.R.I.N.G!!!!!! i may do some update to it..maybe i will use it as my inspired fashion+ hobby+life blog..it makes more meaning to it..i don't wanna leave it blank..on the other hand, i feel totally useless while i keep promising myself to be more active in writing and blogging...but whatever..who care it's my life and i'll always find a way to enjoy it...
I will be going to SF to see my babii soon =) so happy..
I haven't seen him for a year...and it is a toughest thing ever because sometimes i just miss him so much =*(
Well..if i were to be more headstrong and do anything against my parents' wish..i guess now i would of living happily with him..or able to see him daily. Well, i am too weak and soft-heart..I can't flag up and give myself motivation to do anything i wanna do..i guess that's part of me..When my parents told me that i can't live on myself and i can't manage any skool tuition..i was very frustrated and thought of proving them that they were wrong and i can come to success without them..I planned to save as much money as i could, getting everything together..apply for skool and works, Babii and i were so happy because we were supposed to see each other soon...but in the end..guess what..recession came and it ruined my plan.i saw too many ppl got laid off..ppl's debts were devasting them..i stopped and realized that was that a good idea of leaving now? My parents told me that if i can get a BSD and then move to CA later, it will be better. It was more like a negrociation ( gosh dont know if i spell it right :3) but watever, that if i stay and finish my degree, and i can move to CA as soon as i finish. Moreover, i can save money to see my BB once or twice a year...I thought it wasn't bad at all since we both can save money and spend it together. I, of course dicussed with him and he agreed too! and i end up here writing this up..=3
If i wasn't chosen to stay, i guess now i would be working crazy to just have money to support me. however, instead i can see him daily and not like now...blogging and missing him...But everything has its price..gotta sacrifice to obtain it..Anyway..i can't sit here and complain..i gotta have plan and finish skool as soon as possible so i don't have to wait to see him annually anymore..=)
GOOD!!
GANBATTE!!!
i gotta sleep..i have to work tomorrow..and i don't wanna look like a zombie that walks out of the tomb...
Baibai~
Felt extremely sleepy this morning..= = i wondered would i ever fall on the ground while walking to work lol..The ans is no...i come to manage my sleepiness o well...it is always like that ..i always come to work with my physical body and my mind is still in my warm bed lol....creepy..
I just read over my live journal and i find it boring!!!!!!! yea B.O.R.I.N.G!!!!!! i may do some update to it..maybe i will use it as my inspired fashion+ hobby+life blog..it makes more meaning to it..i don't wanna leave it blank..on the other hand, i feel totally useless while i keep promising myself to be more active in writing and blogging...but whatever..who care it's my life and i'll always find a way to enjoy it...
I will be going to SF to see my babii soon =) so happy..
I haven't seen him for a year...and it is a toughest thing ever because sometimes i just miss him so much =*(
Well..if i were to be more headstrong and do anything against my parents' wish..i guess now i would of living happily with him..or able to see him daily. Well, i am too weak and soft-heart..I can't flag up and give myself motivation to do anything i wanna do..i guess that's part of me..When my parents told me that i can't live on myself and i can't manage any skool tuition..i was very frustrated and thought of proving them that they were wrong and i can come to success without them..I planned to save as much money as i could, getting everything together..apply for skool and works, Babii and i were so happy because we were supposed to see each other soon...but in the end..guess what..recession came and it ruined my plan.i saw too many ppl got laid off..ppl's debts were devasting them..i stopped and realized that was that a good idea of leaving now? My parents told me that if i can get a BSD and then move to CA later, it will be better. It was more like a negrociation ( gosh dont know if i spell it right :3) but watever, that if i stay and finish my degree, and i can move to CA as soon as i finish. Moreover, i can save money to see my BB once or twice a year...I thought it wasn't bad at all since we both can save money and spend it together. I, of course dicussed with him and he agreed too! and i end up here writing this up..=3
If i wasn't chosen to stay, i guess now i would be working crazy to just have money to support me. however, instead i can see him daily and not like now...blogging and missing him...But everything has its price..gotta sacrifice to obtain it..Anyway..i can't sit here and complain..i gotta have plan and finish skool as soon as possible so i don't have to wait to see him annually anymore..=)
GOOD!!
GANBATTE!!!
i gotta sleep..i have to work tomorrow..and i don't wanna look like a zombie that walks out of the tomb...
Baibai~
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anxious
anxious
geeky
thankful
cold
tired
and i did not go to work >3<
flirty
creative
so happy ~~~>o<
